xx-CosmicSpirit-xx

My memories come in crowds Pulling and twisting my heart Like demons from the back of my mind Tormenting and overwhelming me Buried deep within my soul. These pains won't cease. These wounds still sting. These scars won't fade. The agony these memories bring. The love, the lust, the lies Reside deep inside Feeding on this darkness Like a disease Consuming all of me. Hidden deep within They rise again To drag me to Your damaging embrace.

Your still here After all this time I don't know why But I'll never forget Your eyes Your walk Your scent I'll never forget Your intellect Your pride Your loyalty I'll never forget That summer day A joke, a tease Went so horribly wrong I'll never forget The silence of your pain The sound of your tears Burned into my heart I'll never forget Your hurt Your forgiveness Your love I'll never forget Darling, I couldn't forget you if I tried.

Scenie, beaner, homie, emo What the hell do you think you know? Gothic, gangsta, hippie, art freak Judgements passed within a heartbeat Rocker, prep-girl, fattie, lezbo That's not your place, now take a memo: Who I am is hard to see The soul inside much less easy I hope in time you'll come to find labeling life perverts the mind. Who you are? That I can't say. But, who I am can't be said with just one name.

Inspiration… What is it like? It comes in a flash, always without a warning. It runs away equally fast. Leaving you frustrated and growling. You already caught it? You should feel proud. You already lost it? Oh for crying out loud... Inspiration is indeed a strange trickster... If you're not careful, it will make you seem like a court jester. Before you know it, it's already gone. Why does it always disappear, before the work is done? However, I've finally learned not to mind. Sudden bursts of inspiration only tend to make me blind. That is why use something else to fuel my creativity. You see, I draw my strength from my men

I think I enjoyed the party....   I think I took some drugs   I think I drank only a little   I think I smoked some weed I think I enjoyed the party....  I think I danced a little  I think I met some boys  I think I blacked out I think I enjoyed the party....  I know I have a headack  I know my bodies hurting  I know the room is spinning I think I enjoyed the party....  I just got a text message  I know it's my best friend,  She wants to know what happened  I think I just got another text  It's a pic of me.... I think I enjoyed the party.... But I know I fucked up big time!!